Getting Past the Past
Our lives are an endless series of events - life lessons - that are experiences we file away and from which we hopefully learn. We tend to repeat the steps of those events because it is familiar to us (whether it was a good or bad experience). We make crucial decisions as a result of these events and how we handle the experience. Decisions about who we are and what we expect from the world around us.
Experiences make up our Life’s Knowledge
Some of our events are positive and we experience love, support, success, closeness. These positive events (which is a totally subjective analysis by each of us as we experience the event) are important for making us feel safe and capable. When these events happen early in life (up to say 5 or 6 years old) they usually involve our family members so they also help us form our vision of our primary relationships - first with parents and siblings and later with our love relationships and friendships.
We have other experiences that most would label negative. These incidents can run the gamut from mistakes, accidents, hurt, and loss to abuse and trauma. When these kind of experiences occur, we tend to remember the pain (keeping the wound open) or try to avoid the feelings by blocking the experience from our consciousness. Either way, we ultimately turn over much of the control of our life to experiences we won’t allow to heal or try to avoid.
The Path to Wholeness
The path to wholeness then becomes not to ignore the past but to incorporate those lessons learned into our present.
Our world understanding is different as adults than when we were kindergarteners. Our skills and abilities are much more advanced than when we were toddlers. The outcome of challenging situations can be different too.
Early Recollections
Skip and I used to facilitate 3-day intensive personal growth weekends. We illustrated the negative side of an early childhood experience above with this simplified idea.
A child is going along through his life and something happens. He hits a brick wall. He experiences a negative event, has a uncomfortable response and makes a decision about the incident - “it’s hurts too much” or “I’m bad” or maybe “I can’t handle it” and probably “I don’t want to feel this ever again!” He has decided he can’t get past the brick wall.
Now the little boy has grown up and something else happens. He runs into another wall that feels like the brick wall when he was young. He remains stuck in the idea that it hurts too much and he can’t handle it. He’s not in the present moment enough to realize he has new skills and abilities so he can simply step over the brick wall.
As a child, we can run into painful situations. We have limited abilities to have those negative events. But we often fail to notice how capable we are as adults. We have additional tools:
our learning from the past
our physical strength
our words
our cunning
our ability to heal
All these skills can help us handle life’s worse and heal.
Dealing with Severe Trauma
Let’s be clear. I am NOT saying that we should soldier through every challenging situation. Nor am I saying we should remain unaffected by life’s worse. Indeed there are experiences that become survival events either for our bodies or our soul (or both). If you have experienced an extreme event, chronic abuse or sexual assault, for example, you may need help unwinding that experience and I encourage you to seek a counselor to help you work through this trauma. All trauma victims deserve a voice, deserve to take their power back, and deserve to heal. Call us, call a help line, call someone - take back your power!
All of us have had experiences and made decisions about ourselves and about our world. These decisions will form our beliefs and expectations about how our world is likely to be. And unfortunately they also an internal list of “things we can’t handle or should avoid at all costs”. Sort of the world’s worst “to-don’t list”.
We help clients move through these obstacles every day. We have a wonderful process that helps people unpack this original experience and deal with it in a new way. And to take back your power so you can create more joy in your life!